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I adore the wilderness of expressionism striving for novelty, establishment and survivalPage 2Page 1:: 00.00Upon Friday the thirteenthI stared at the clock 00:00 and it stared backIts a comedy in mirror imageSundries versus semiotic;the banal versus the academicsA new facelift; a design makeoverWe are the superior raceclosing in on total destructionWipe outWipe away the overbearing tearsBelieve in the good surpassing evilBelieve in the basic simplicityTrue graceis of utmost benevolenceOne that exist for us earnestlyand secularlyA dynamic part of any page, this component can contain any type of media:images, text and more, and have its own menu attached.To add media simply drag and drop them into a Mini Page page.Note:If you only want to display photos, use Galleries > Photo Albums.Page 2:: MeekThe wet hair drags down all that is trivial and imposingThe make-up is worn to minimalistThe chilling condensation down my back trickles so microscopically The grunting outside the windows flickers and fades awayMy mind is captured by the cold that surrounds and entraps meThere is a hallow creating echoes that dive into my heart and hurt meLike an understudy, I yearn to read and be readPage 4:: Blue nights and bathing angelsThere is no boundary when it comes to the world of fantasy and make-belief. This experimental sphere is dedicated to the free spinning forms and ideas that generate an awesome glow of energy too intimidating for the logical minds. In this world of chaos, it is a balancing art form to create an infinity sphere of creativity. No guidelines or rules, just a wilderness of expressionism striving for novelty, establishment and survival. Ideation is the process of creating new ideas. An escapist would ideally finds solace in such a process or psychological state, where the fantasy world takes over reality. A logist would analytically find methods, resources, and tools to strategically support this process in order to enable constructive outputs that can be documented and implemented. As a combination of both representations, my kind of ideation process is aimed to be both healing and constructive. To tame the wild (ideas); to conquer the wilderness (of ideas) - these have always been mankind's instinctive ambitions. This ideation sphere is a kind of focused meditation for me where my consciousness spins off towards God's consciousness. The "Biblical Bebe" is born. Notes:Visit Bebesphere to read more about Biblical BebePage 5:: RazorsWe just let the provocative subjects surrounding us melt away like the snowfall on early winter days. Something is influencing me not to think, but what could that something be? Swollen glands in my respiratory are made worse by the razor-edged dry cold air. If there is a further consensus to be arrived at, it might come this spring. For now, we bite and watch the tide.Page 6:: Light and darknessThe winter solstice is round the corner, and this day has been observed all over the globe, through all the ages, by countless cultures and civilizations (some of which have come to be and others diminished/ uprooted). An observance like winter solstice makes us think about light and darkness, good and evil, and see that our world is indeed beautiful as it is terrible.This week the darkness is depressing many. Another 5-day countdown to the darkest day of the year, and all will start to lighten again. Sunrise 9am sunset 3pm, worse still, it has been cloudy for weeks and weeks now in Stockholm (with little or no exceptions), so one ever sees a beam or a ray. My body and mind is really suffering from lack of energy and motivation. Lighting candles becomes a way to survive. In Swedish, there is a saying, "Förbanna inte mörkhet, tänd ett ljus istället", that we should not curse the darkness, and should light a candle instead. Fittingly so, a friend wrote in Swedish (which I translated) something simple and beautiful about light and darkness, and I would like to share: Light also bears a divine meaning. Light triumphs over darkness, just like God triumphing over the devil. Try this small experiment at home and you will see. Go into a dark room, light a small candle, and you shall see the darkness does not overpower the light, but instead is forced to fold/ retreat so that you can see around you.Hope you find light and see new bearings, even in your darkest hours.Page 7:: SelfDistressed and troubled in self criticism and consumptionWe have been taught only one Truth to believe in Yet we keep diverging and diversifyingInto many truths and sub-truthsAnd we all meet somewhere in betweenIndividualism, paranoia, and morbidityWe all need to define our own space and think for ourselves, and make our own choicesDo not give me an option because I would only make the same mistakes all over againNeither give me an ultimatum because I would instinctively rebel and refuseAnd so we humans have complex physic That takes a turn for the worse when squeezed under pressureBut in given calm and grace we are our bestAnd then there are egos and self-ambitionsDestructive, hindering, and noisyThe display, vanity and outer presentationBecome more important than the inner beingAnd that is when I feel like it would be great to live in isolationNo bonds, no pre-judgments and condemnationNor slavery to appreciations, compliments and acknowledgmentIsolation must be the meditative process to cultivate humblenessAnd isolation is attainable either in the wildest city or the most remote wildernessSay meWho am I and what am I to be?Next Page

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Page 3:: Little brick-beingsIn little Sacramento lay the lego memories of a pair of little brick-beings. These brick-beings are in love; caved in with symmetry and meanings. But their simple love gets complex when great absorbent minds grow matured, weary, tired and uncanny. Environment changes their personality and experience moulds their being. The beautiful fireworks inside became shady and disappeared. His thoughts are oblivious and hidden from her. Their dialogs are mundane like the rain. His pride and his endeavours are heavy, focused and learned. Mangled and riveted equal to him; asymmetrical to her.Page 4:: Blue nights and bathing angelsThere is no boundary when it comes to the world of fantasy and make-belief. This experimental sphere is dedicated to the free spinning forms and ideas that generate an awesome glow of energy too intimidating for the logical minds. In this world of chaos, it is a balancing art form to create an infinity sphere of creativity. No guidelines or rules, just a wilderness of expressionism striving for novelty, establishment and survival. Ideation is the process of creating new ideas. An escapist would ideally finds solace in such a process or psychological state, where the fantasy world takes over reality. A logist would analytically find methods, resources, and tools to strategically support this process in order to enable constructive outputs that can be documented and implemented. As a combination of both representations, my kind of ideation process is aimed to be both healing and constructive. To tame the wild (ideas); to conquer the wilderness (of ideas) - these have always been mankind's instinctive ambitions. This ideation sphere is a kind of focused meditation for me where my consciousness spins off towards God's consciousness. The "Biblical Bebe" is born. Notes:Visit Bebesphere to read more about Biblical BebePage 5:: RazorsWe just let the provocative subjects surrounding us melt away like the snowfall on early winter days. Something is influencing me not to think, but what could that something be? Swollen glands in my respiratory are made worse by the razor-edged dry cold air. If there is a further consensus to be arrived at, it might come this spring. For now, we bite and watch the tide.Page 6:: Light and darknessThe winter solstice is round the corner, and this day has been observed all over the globe, through all the ages, by countless cultures and civilizations (some of which have come to be and others diminished/ uprooted). An observance like winter solstice makes us think about light and darkness, good and evil, and see that our world is indeed beautiful as it is terrible.This week the darkness is depressing many. Another 5-day countdown to the darkest day of the year, and all will start to lighten again. Sunrise 9am sunset 3pm, worse still, it has been cloudy for weeks and weeks now in Stockholm (with little or no exceptions), so one ever sees a beam or a ray. My body and mind is really suffering from lack of energy and motivation. Lighting candles becomes a way to survive. In Swedish, there is a saying, "Förbanna inte mörkhet, tänd ett ljus istället", that we should not curse the darkness, and should light a candle instead. Fittingly so, a friend wrote in Swedish (which I translated) something simple and beautiful about light and darkness, and I would like to share: Light also bears a divine meaning. Light triumphs over darkness, just like God triumphing over the devil. Try this small experiment at home and you will see. Go into a dark room, light a small candle, and you shall see the darkness does not overpower the light, but instead is forced to fold/ retreat so that you can see around you.Hope you find light and see new bearings, even in your darkest hours.Page 7:: SelfDistressed and troubled in self criticism and consumptionWe have been taught only one Truth to believe in Yet we keep diverging and diversifyingInto many truths and sub-truthsAnd we all meet somewhere in betweenIndividualism, paranoia, and morbidityWe all need to define our own space and think for ourselves, and make our own choicesDo not give me an option because I would only make the same mistakes all over againNeither give me an ultimatum because I would instinctively rebel and refuseAnd so we humans have complex physic That takes a turn for the worse when squeezed under pressureBut in given calm and grace we are our bestAnd then there are egos and self-ambitionsDestructive, hindering, and noisyThe display, vanity and outer presentationBecome more important than the inner beingAnd that is when I feel like it would be great to live in isolationNo bonds, no pre-judgments and condemnationNor slavery to appreciations, compliments and acknowledgmentIsolation must be the meditative process to cultivate humblenessAnd isolation is attainable either in the wildest city or the most remote wildernessSay meWho am I and what am I to be?Page 8Page 9Page 10Page 11Page 12Page 13Page 3Joanne Bergenwall AwLigatures is a compilation of works over years of sweat blood and tears. 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