Duality is a central theme in my work, representing a codependence, like a brain using both sides to function at full capacity. My work addresses two important ideas of duality. Firstly, a series of dual relationships, such as familial relationships, shape one's identity. Secondly, duality represents a struggle with comparisons. By comparing oneself to others, one is bound to find endless inadequacies. Visual comparison functions as a cleansing or outlet for this vice.
The color and abstract quality of the works of artist Georgia O'Keefe influence my aesthetic inclinations. The white of the paper in my compositions, functions as a blank slate or empty thought in which ideas are built. The combination of paint and colored pencil juxtaposes detail and brevity. For me, pencil is the simplest art medium because it provides the most direct transfer of thought to paper. With pencil, I am able to hone in on detail and render my thoughts concrete. It represents a comfort zone, whereas the empty paper or paint fields represent the unknown.
The work is an exploration of my identity as a twin, daughter, sister, and individual. I gather a palimpsest of visual and conceptual material daily, and the material is then re-imagined visually using my hand, paint, colored pencils, and paper as conduits. My inspiration ranges from recently acquired knowledge that resonates with me, photos I take , and everyday dramas and experiences. Traditioins of portraiture also influence the work, because I see one's gesture and expressions as encyclopedias of one's identity. By using a combination of concrete references and automatic drawings the work becomes a visual portrait of myself, and provides insight into my identity.
The imagery of an incubator is a reoccurring motif. the dual holes in the incubator, which allow for a connection between baby and parent, are literal representations of the relationships-- or lack of relationship-- that shape identity. The drawings are visual correlates of close readings; magnifying my metaphysical self. they have reinforced my understanding that I am nothing without those who surround me.
I view my art process as meditation and therapy-- a way to organize and clear one's thoughts, as well as better understand oneself. It is ironic that an intimate and personal art process generates drawings that exist on such a broad scale-- representing the interconnectedness and cause and effect cycle at the heart of identity in general.
